You are a person who struggles with inner conflicts and emotions:
You are someone who may feel you have to defend yourself against others and even against your own thoughts and actions. You may find within your inner spirit, a tendency to despair. Sometimes you feel as if all hope is gone. You surely lack the energy to continue and you may even be suicidal. You might do well to seek some counselling from a professional who has the ability to turn your negative thoughts into positive ones and to lift your fallen spirit.